Teaching is Magic.
You have my dental hygienist to thank for this blog.
Let me explain…
I’ve been a teacher for seven years. It started out REALLY
hard and REALLY overwhelming. Like there was way too much to plan, way too much
to teach, way too many needs not being met, and not enough of me to do it all
well. Most days, it still feels kind of like that. Now, my emotional state and
my ability to judge what I can manage – deciding what is most important and
what can be saved for another day, another month, or even something to strive
for in another year – has improved. And so has my sanity. My point is, it’s
still challenging work.
For the past seven years, I’ve had a hodge-podge of
curricula. I’ve needed to fill in the missing pieces with TPT purchases or my
own creations. In my first few years, TPT was my saving-grace. While I hate the
idea of spending my hard-earned money on things that really should be provided
to me to be able to do my job well, sometimes spending a few bucks was way
better than creating it myself when I didn’t have the time or knowing what my
students needed but skipping over it because I lacked the resources.
Fast forward a few years. Because of a grant my school had,
we partnered with a local university to plan and improve math instruction. With
their expertise, it became clear that our district curriculum fell short at
following CCSS and meeting student needs. So, most of our math ‘curriculum’
came from planning sessions and our own hard work. Throughout the years, my
teammates changed, I shared what I had, and I collaborated with others to
brainstorm ways to improve our ‘curriculum.’ I found myself creating math game
after math game, lesson plan after lesson plan, and exit ticket after exit
ticket.
And now I’m here. I’ve been using and improving those resources
for math and continuing to create other necessary resources to fill in gaps in
reading, writing, word work, social/emotional learning, classroom management,
etc. And now, I think it’s time to share. I’m taking what I’ve done, making it
look pretty, and making it clear and easy to use for people not inside my own
brain. I’ve opened a store on Teachers Pay Teachers to provide other educators
with resources that may make their life a little easier when they find a hole
in their curricula (or lack there of) or when they just don’t have the time to
make what they know they need for their students. Some are free, some are paid;
all are meant to be super helpful.
So where does my dental hygienist fit into all of this?
If you work in education, especially in the primary grades,
I’m sure you’ve heard this line before: “Awwww that must be SO FUN!” Or maybe
this one: “Oh, I bet they are SO CUTE!” Yes, there are fun moments. Yes, they
are cute (especially when they are happy and excited to be doing what it is
that you are asking them to do). But there are, of course, many moments that just
are not ‘SO FUN.’ And, of course, there are moments of tattling or tantrum-ing overtake
the cuteness factor.
So, yes, I had that same-old conversation with my dental hygienist.
I’ve got my response cued-up. ‘Yes, parts of it are fun. I really like my job.’
But then our conversation led to what she assumed must be my ‘great work hours.’
(Because, if I’m out when the her son leaves school, then WOAH – I’ve got the
whole day left!) But the reality is that I’m not out when the kids leave. There’s
so much to do. ALL THE TIME. And here’s the line that finally made it all click:
she said, “Really? What do you have to do? You don’t teach high school…do you
have papers to grade?” Dumbfounded. How did she really just say that? I have approximately
ONE MILLION things to do ALL THE TIME. *Cue where it clicks for me* People who do
not spend time in or around the field of education don’t understand what it
takes to make it work. If you’re reading this, you’re likely one that gets it,
so I won’t list the demands that take so much of our time and energy here. You
already know them well.
Back to my answer to that typical response when someone finds
out I’m a primary teacher: “I really like my job.” Because I DO really like my
job. And here’s where my dental hygienist’s comment led me to this blog.
My job as a teacher is:
Rewarding…yes.
Meaningful…yes.
‘SO FUN’…sometimes.
Magical….there are moments.
Meaningful…yes.
‘SO FUN’…sometimes.
Magical….there are moments.
Magic….EVERY SINGLE DAY.
Most of the time I end the day and I’m not really sure how I
got from point A to point B, how I survived it all in one piece, and my brain
is so completely fried that it’s hard to start on all that needs to be done to
be ready for the next day. I go in with a plan; I’m organized and I am ready
for the day. BUT there are SO many needs all day every. So many lessons to
teach, so many individual conversations to have, so many band-aids to give, so
many ‘problems’ to help solve. There’s never a moment to stop and catch my
breath. Some days, teaching truly feels like.…magic.
Teaching is magic.
Ridiculum Curriclum
Here are some tools to help.
And to my sweet and well-meaning dental hygienist, thank you
for helping me see what so many don’t understand:
Teaching is magic.

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